I am on such a high......

I just finished an English essay and I am on such a high......I love that feeling of finishing something....of actually putting the deserved time into it and then seeing the end result. Let's just hope that the end grade is as good as I think the end result seems to be.

I've been finding English rather, I dunno, challenging this year for some reason. I think I just get frustrated at the constant flow of B's that my English teacher keeps plaguing me with. I will think that I have just written the most amazing piece of writing ever known to man and it will fall down in front of me, freshly corrected, with my old buddy, Mr B, smiling back at me.....It is my aim in this, my final year of secondary school, to get a god damn A off that woman if it's the last thing I do. For those of you who haven't met my English teacher, she is one of the most amazing women I have ever met but also one of the hardest to please. Indeed.

I am adamant to do this. It is one of my aims for the leaving cert to try and write my ass off to get that A.

I mean I've always enjoyed writing but then with all the stress I've been experiencing lately along with the lack of time that seems to be taking over my life, I just haven't been motivated to write. I think also that the constant flow of B's didn't help my motivation to write either.

I think I've been brought back to my old self again. This makes me really happy.....hopefully there will be more posts to follow this miraculous moment of inspiration! :)