If Motivation Is Found Please Return To.....

All the motivation that I used to have seems to have escaped me recently.
All the drive that used to consume me to fulfill everything that I was required to fulfill has disappeared.
I feel so unable to even raise my head off the pillow in the morning.
I try to set myself goals and tell myself that I intend to do certain things throughout the day. None of these things are any further completed toward the end of the day.
It's both sad, and in a way depressing, to actually admit that lately I feel like such a failure in my motivational ways.
I want to do well. I want to get all of these things done. I really really do. But I have absolutely no incentive to actually get my lazy ass up out of bed and actually do it!!!
I actually have a list of all of the stuff that I have to get done, most of them with a deadline looming in sight. Getting closer by the day.
Let's face it. By even writing this blog I am procrastinating doing some work.
The fact that I don't get any of these "to-do's" actually done, creates this huge pool of guilt inside me and I feel even worse for not bothering to do anything about it.
The thought that I may, in reality, be risking my future out of pure teenage laziness is so frightening. The future that I've worked for, for so long, is all going to be thrown away, and for what? Nothing. For the fact that I just can't be bothered to get up and do some work!
I have to change.
I have to start working.
I have to get up and move.
I have to get my motivation back.
I have to live.